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My first blog! ❤️

Justice, equality… and laughter.

It’s what I think matters most in life. I think the world needs more of these things.

I was inspired by Zoe Sugg. I read her book: “Girl Online” (check it out, its really good!) It made me really want to start a blog.

I was inspired by her; she used the blog for the one thing I’ve always wanted to do: Be myself.

I’m a teenager. We’re surrounded by technology and social media. But, even in day to day life we’re constantly in fear of being judged; both by people we respect and even call our “friends”, as well as by others we don’t associate ourselves with.

I’m not writing this blog to gain millions of followers. I’m doing this for ME. I want somewhere where I can be myself. So, if you want to know why I’m writing this blog? It’s because I want somewhere where I can be honest; somewhere where I can say how I really feel – without being judged.

Now, back to those three words.

Justice: Now, I sometimes think of this as people who have been nasty and done terrible things should be punished. But, if I thought the opposite, people who are generous and kind hearted people should also be granted with amazing opportunities!

Equality: People always go on about how footballers are paid too much, it’s so unfair etc. But, that’s in general; in the big world, or our country, at least. But, even in each of our daily lives; we’re constantly compared to others; or we compare OURSELVES to others! It’s a vicious circle of: Thinking we look okay, or are saying or doing the right thing – Then, we compare ourselves to someone who’s “better” – then we’re dragged down by the feeling of not being “good enough”. But, WE ARE ALL EQUAL! WE ALL DESERVE THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY AND LIVE OUR LIFE AS WE WANT TO!

No one is in charge of yourself, except YOU.

So, if you can take one thing away from my blog, it’s to BE YOURSELF! Come on here; join me! Let’s celebrate that we can be ourselves!

Goodbye! No, wait. Where’s the good in goodbye? Hmm.. I want an easy catchphrase to end with that people will remember…

So, let’s work our way through this misty fog… Until my next blog!

– M

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Two Stars And A Wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’m still clean from self harm! Last night my family was arguing etc and I wanted to self harm but didn’t. 🙂

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to start researching about my future – Continued to write my scripts. If anyone knows how to get into the industry I’d appreciate any tips! Everything is in London and you have to have an agent or manager and I have neither. :/

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To discuss plans for future with my sister (even if it’s later on in the week when she’s free), meanwhile start planning on my own!

Have I achieved this? Not quite. She hasn’t been free, so today I research briefly about my future, though I need to do more.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To continue researching about my future, and try to be more positive, show gratitude, and be calmer.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve continued to fight my anxiety! I’ve stuck to what I wanted to do, facing it head-on!

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to be positive and show gratitude etc!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To research about my tv series and possibly publishing it one day, and continuing to overcome my anxiety..”

Have I achieved this? Pretty much! I did research briefly, though need to do more. And I have continued to try to overcome my anxiety!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “To discuss plans for future with my sister (even if it’s later on in the week when she’s free), meanwhile start planning on my own!

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I ACHIEVED A MASSIVE MILESTONE IN MY ANXIETY!!! So proud of myself!!

⭐️ 2. I’ve continued writing my TV series.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To discuss my future with my sister and get her help to me contact people and look for jobs/work experience.”

Have I achieved this? Not really. I haven’t talked to her yet, so I didn’t do well this week.

But achieving something big with my anxiety this week is a HUGE positive so I’ll just make sure I do better this week!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To research about my tv series and possibly publishing it one day, and continuing to overcome my anxiety..”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Today is 9 years since my dear cousin passed away. You’re still missed to this day. ❤️

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I completed some self compassion exercises which helped me a lot!

⭐️ 2. I helped my grandparents and then tidied my room – a big tidy of my room , it needed doing and is MUCH better now!)

Last week’s wish was: “To look for more work experience/jobs and CONTACT people. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

Have I achieved this? Sort of. I did look for more work experience/jobs etc, but none yet. My sister said she’ll help me contact people and look again etc. I have been (mostly) more positive and calm on the whole, so that’s good!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To discuss my future with my sister and get her help to me contact people and look for jobs/work experience.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

Also, as a side note, my elderly relative who was in hospital-palliative care- passed away on Wednesday. Despite her being elderly, I will miss her dearly. She is a lovely woman and I’m very grateful and blessed to have known her. ❤️

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I helped my cat and took her to the vets.

⭐️ 2. I managed to continue writing my scripts/TV series (I was busy and tired after the course, so starting back again was difficult!)

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To look for more work experience/jobs. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

Have I achieved this? Yes, I think so. I did look for more work experience/jobs etc, but none yet. And need to look and contact people! Positivity and calmness, sometimes but I could do better.

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To look for more work experience/jobs and CONTACT people. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

Also, as a side note, my elderly relative is in hospital-palliative care- so is having her final moments/days, I’m not too sure. Despite her being elderly, I will miss her dearly. She is a lovely woman and I’m very grateful and blessed to have known her. ❤️

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I COMPLETED THE COURSE!

⭐️ 2. I worked hard, but importantly I ENJOYED the course.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To try to persevere and manage to complete my course. Do my best to make friends, don’t try to hard, but try to be as calm and as laid back as possible – and have fun!

Maybe have the courage to hand him my CV and ask for other contacts in the industry!

Have I achieved this? YES! I enjoyed the course, hopefully made a few friends, and I did hand him my CV! I can’t wait around and rely on him to find me a job etc. But I hope he contacts me soon!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To look for more work experience/jobs. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve continued looking for jobs/work experience – (I may not have found anything, but I was in such a positive mood thinking about my future).

⭐️ 2. I have tried to stay calm and plan/prepare for my course next week.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

And to find (more) work experience.

Maybe something about counselling? Open up more? Or be more honest and say I struggle with things?

Have I achieved this? Partially. I think towards the end of the week I managed to be more positive, and a little calmer. I did manage to look for work experience, despite not finding any.

I didn’t talk about much in counselling; we struggled to find things to talk about. Is that good or bad? I’m not sure.

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To try to persevere and manage to complete my course. Do my best to make friends, don’t try to hard, but try to be as calm and as laid back as possible – and have fun!

Maybe have the courage to hand him my CV and ask for other contacts in the industry!

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️