Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I helped my cat and took her to the vets.

⭐️ 2. I managed to continue writing my scripts/TV series (I was busy and tired after the course, so starting back again was difficult!)

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To look for more work experience/jobs. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

Have I achieved this? Yes, I think so. I did look for more work experience/jobs etc, but none yet. And need to look and contact people! Positivity and calmness, sometimes but I could do better.

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To look for more work experience/jobs and CONTACT people. And continue trying to be positive and calm this week.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

Also, as a side note, my elderly relative is in hospital-palliative care- so is having her final moments/days, I’m not too sure. Despite her being elderly, I will miss her dearly. She is a lovely woman and I’m very grateful and blessed to have known her. ❤️

– MW❤️

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Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve continued looking for jobs/work experience – (I may not have found anything, but I was in such a positive mood thinking about my future).

⭐️ 2. I have tried to stay calm and plan/prepare for my course next week.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

And to find (more) work experience.

Maybe something about counselling? Open up more? Or be more honest and say I struggle with things?

Have I achieved this? Partially. I think towards the end of the week I managed to be more positive, and a little calmer. I did manage to look for work experience, despite not finding any.

I didn’t talk about much in counselling; we struggled to find things to talk about. Is that good or bad? I’m not sure.

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To try to persevere and manage to complete my course. Do my best to make friends, don’t try to hard, but try to be as calm and as laid back as possible – and have fun!

Maybe have the courage to hand him my CV and ask for other contacts in the industry!

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

I think, if I’m honest, I’ve not had a particularly positive week again, so I’ve struggled to come up with my ⭐️’s!

⭐️ 1. I managed to complete Episode 1 of Series 3 of the TV series I’m writing! (It’s not published anywhere, just for myself!)

⭐️ 2. I have continued to be clean from self harm; I’m aiming for 100 days! – Many negative things have happened this week, so I’m proud of myself for staying strong and not giving in!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

Maybe look for more work experience if I’m able to.

Have I achieved this? Not exactly. I don’t think I’ve managed to be as calm or positive this week, if I’m totally honest. I also haven’t managed to look for more work experience, but I will aim to do that today,

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is again: 🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

And to find (more) work experience.

Maybe something about counselling? Open up more? Or be more honest and say I struggle with things?

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Sorry I’m a day early! Hope you enjoy it though!

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

I think, if I’m honest, I’ve not had a particularly positive week, so I’ve struggled to come up with my ⭐️’s!

⭐️ 1. I managed to have a good birthday and have a lovely day with my family.

⭐️ 2. I have continued to be clean from self harm; 90 days! – Many negative things have happened this week, so I’m proud of myself for staying strong!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To continue to remain calm(er) and more positive.

And to be less self-conscious about how I look, especially as I’ve had my hair coloured and I’m not sure if it suits me!

And to enjoy my birthday, and try not to argue with my family so much.

Have I achieved this?Not exactly. I don’t think I’ve managed to be as calm or positive this week, if I’m totally honest. However, I’ve managed to find a way to make my hair suit me and be comfortable with how I look!

I did enjoy my birthday, but my sister and I have been tense for the last few days. :/

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is again: 🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

Maybe look for more work experience if I’m able to.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve sorted out things for my birthday.

⭐️ 2. Was anxious about having my hair done, but I’ve done it now! 🙂

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To continue to remain calm(er) and more positive.

Have I achieved this? Not exactly. Hormones haven’t made things easy for me. But I’ll still try!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is again: 🌠 To continue to remain calm(er) and more positive.

And to be less self-conscious about how I look, especially as I’ve had my hair coloured and I’m not sure if it suits me!

And to enjoy my birthday, and try not to argue with my family so much.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

Also, It’s my birthday tomorrow!

– MW❤️

Two stars and a wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I am still trying to fight my anxiety – there have been some nights that weren’t great, but I’m trying to not let that hold me back. I’m still making progress; there are still one or two nights which are manageable.

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to help and look after my sister when she’s been ill.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To be one step close to figuring out my future!”

Am I? Have I achieved that this week?

Sort of. I made slight progress; I have a vague idea of what industry I’d be most interested in.

I guess my long term wish is: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: 🌠 To continue looking for jobs (and ideally find one that suits me etc!)

Or to stay calm/more positive and sort out my birthday trip and my phone etc.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️

Last week’s post: Feb 11th Two stars and a wish! ⭐️⭐️🌠

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YOU CAN DO IT!!

YOU CAN DO IT.

Whatever you thought about when reading that, you can do it. Whatever it may be, IT IS POSSIBLE. There WILL be a way. You’ve just got to work hard, and take every opportunity. And “if opportunity doesn’t come, build a door.”

I won’t lie, it’ll be tough. There will be days when you feel like giving up. But DON’T. You can overcome this obstacle, whatever it is.

I’m feeling better in myself, but I have no plans for my future. Any plans I have seem unrealistic. The only thing that makes me happy is watching all these celebrities etc. I’d only like to work for them, which is so close to impossible. If not that, then I don’t have any other ideas. I don’t have a passion. But I’m trying to stay strong, and as Alfie Deyes says: “Do more of what makes you happy.” Maybe if I continue doing things that make me happy, I’ll find my passion.

So, let’s fight our way through this misty fog… Until my next blog!

– M