Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I tried my best to support and comfort my mum when she was having a hard time.

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to talk and spend time with my sister and it’s been pleasant – Ideally I’d like to do this more often!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To try to come up with more ideas for my scripts, and try to remain positive whenever I can.

Have I achieved this? Not exactly. I’ve struggled to come up with ideas for my scripts, but I did write one scene recently so that’s a positive, I guess!

I’ve had many moments this week where I haven’t remained positive, but I have tried my best, and tried to help my mum be positive too, but it’s very difficult for the both of us when we’re both going through such a hard time. 😦

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To try to do bits of scripts writing whenever possible, and spend more time with my sister (and family).”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

-MW❤️

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Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Sorry I’m a bit late! Big weekend with my sister in hospital!

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I continued writing my scripts when facing difficulties and challenges.

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to be kind and look after my sister (and will do so this week when she’s recovering).

Last week’s wish was: “🌠”To work out how to finish my scripts etc, and to keep positive and calm as often as possible.

Have I achieved this? Partly. I have managed to continue working on my scripts, and have tried to keep calm mostly, but not always succeeded.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To be as positive as possible and continue working on my scripts.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I looked after my sister when she was ill.

⭐️ 2. I had many difficult moments, but DIDN’T SELF HARM! 😁

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To continue working hard on my scripts, and continue to keep calm when times get rough.”

Have I achieved this? Partly. I have worked hard on my scripts, though have reached a stand still and unsure how to go on from here!

I have tried to keep calm mostly but not always succeeded.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “To work out how to finish my scripts etc, and to keep positive and calm as often as possible.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I continued to work hard and finished the next episode of my scripts!This is great, but I need to keep up this hard work!!

⭐️ 2. I had many difficult moments, but DIDN’T SELF HARM! 😁

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To talk to my counsellor and find a way to send a script to the contact via email. (Doesn’t have to be this week necessarily.)

To try to keep calm and not pressure myself when feeling low. But keep positive!

To push myself to work hard (or harder!) on my scripts!

Have I achieved this? Partly. I didn’t talk to my counsellor about sending the script to the contact, but will try to find the courage to next time. I have tried to keep calm and not pressure myself when I’m feeling down. I’ve not been working as hard as I should have been on my scripts, but I’ve just finished the next episode, so I’ve got to keep up the hard work!

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To continue working hard on my scripts, and continue to keep calm when times get rough.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I replied to a contact about my future career! I’d emailed the course leader I went on asking for tips on my future. Gotta take a big step and share my script with him. HOW? 😭😱

⭐️ 2. I had many difficult moments and very low mood, but DIDN’T SELF HARM- Resisted the urges and didn’t give in!! 😁

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To research more with my sister about LinkedIn, future, contacts etc. To spend more time with family; games, cinema, or whatever activity is suitable.

Have I achieved this? Not exactly. I have replied to the email about my future, but not much research etc. Today was my grandad’s birthday so our family spent some time together. But have equally had some rough moments with family too. :/

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To talk to my counsellor and find a way to send a script to the contact via email. (Doesn’t have to be this week necessarily.)

To try to keep calm and not pressure myself when feeling low. But keep positive!

To push myself to work hard (or harder!) on my scripts!

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Contemplating, confused and mixed thoughts (personal post!)

My sister told me last night she’s found our dad’s side of the family on Facebook. -long story short haven’t exactly seen or spoken to my dad in 5 years, he pretty much walked out on us when I was 4 and my sister was 6, but saw him now and then.

He only gives me pocket money that’s our only contact, and he’s stopping that in July and basically told me he’s cutting me off.

We found out in 2010 he’d been lying to us and had been seeing a woman behind our backs. My sister found his partner on FB and 8 years later they’re not married and don’t have kids! Not to be rude, she’s quite large and has many mental problems, more “severe”/different to depression. She can’t have kids either.

I thought cutting me off was hurtful, he’d obviously got a new family with new kids replacing us. But he hasn’t?!

I’m so confused! Should I be more hurt that he now had NO reason to leave us? Should I be pleased?

He CHOSE to walk out on us. For the last 5 years he’s CHOSEN to be with a larger woman who can’t have kids than me, my sister and my mum?

Not expecting advice as I can’t explain the full situation. But just needed to vent.

Yesterday was the worst day in a long while and today I had an email about a contact to help me get a job, and now this?!

I’m so confused. Such mixed feelings…

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve discussed my future with my sister and emailed the course leader I went on asking for tips on my future! – Even if I don’t hear back, I still did it and took that step. 🙂

⭐️ 2. I gave my sister and mum (separate) personal, meaningful gifts and they appreciated them!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To continue working hard on my scripts, and try to be more positive, show gratitude, and be calmer.

Have I achieved this? Mostly. I have tried to work hard on my scripts.

I’ve had some bad days, but I’ve tried to be positive and show gratitude and to keep as calm as possible, though haven’t always managed that!

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To research more with my sister about LinkedIn, future, contacts etc. To spend more time with family; games, cinema, or whatever activity is suitable.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️