Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I tried my best to support and comfort my mum when she was having a hard time.

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to talk and spend time with my sister and it’s been pleasant – Ideally I’d like to do this more often!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To try to come up with more ideas for my scripts, and try to remain positive whenever I can.

Have I achieved this? Not exactly. I’ve struggled to come up with ideas for my scripts, but I did write one scene recently so that’s a positive, I guess!

I’ve had many moments this week where I haven’t remained positive, but I have tried my best, and tried to help my mum be positive too, but it’s very difficult for the both of us when we’re both going through such a hard time. 😦

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To try to do bits of scripts writing whenever possible, and spend more time with my sister (and family).”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

-MW❤️

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Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Sorry I’m a bit late! Big weekend with my sister in hospital!

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I continued writing my scripts when facing difficulties and challenges.

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to be kind and look after my sister (and will do so this week when she’s recovering).

Last week’s wish was: “🌠”To work out how to finish my scripts etc, and to keep positive and calm as often as possible.

Have I achieved this? Partly. I have managed to continue working on my scripts, and have tried to keep calm mostly, but not always succeeded.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To be as positive as possible and continue working on my scripts.”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I looked after my sister when she was ill.

⭐️ 2. I had many difficult moments, but DIDN’T SELF HARM! 😁

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To continue working hard on my scripts, and continue to keep calm when times get rough.”

Have I achieved this? Partly. I have worked hard on my scripts, though have reached a stand still and unsure how to go on from here!

I have tried to keep calm mostly but not always succeeded.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “To work out how to finish my scripts etc, and to keep positive and calm as often as possible.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Contemplating, confused and mixed thoughts (personal post!)

My sister told me last night she’s found our dad’s side of the family on Facebook. -long story short haven’t exactly seen or spoken to my dad in 5 years, he pretty much walked out on us when I was 4 and my sister was 6, but saw him now and then.

He only gives me pocket money that’s our only contact, and he’s stopping that in July and basically told me he’s cutting me off.

We found out in 2010 he’d been lying to us and had been seeing a woman behind our backs. My sister found his partner on FB and 8 years later they’re not married and don’t have kids! Not to be rude, she’s quite large and has many mental problems, more “severe”/different to depression. She can’t have kids either.

I thought cutting me off was hurtful, he’d obviously got a new family with new kids replacing us. But he hasn’t?!

I’m so confused! Should I be more hurt that he now had NO reason to leave us? Should I be pleased?

He CHOSE to walk out on us. For the last 5 years he’s CHOSEN to be with a larger woman who can’t have kids than me, my sister and my mum?

Not expecting advice as I can’t explain the full situation. But just needed to vent.

Yesterday was the worst day in a long while and today I had an email about a contact to help me get a job, and now this?!

I’m so confused. Such mixed feelings…

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’m still clean from self harm! Last night my family was arguing etc and I wanted to self harm but didn’t. 🙂

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to start researching about my future – Continued to write my scripts. If anyone knows how to get into the industry I’d appreciate any tips! Everything is in London and you have to have an agent or manager and I have neither. :/

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To discuss plans for future with my sister (even if it’s later on in the week when she’s free), meanwhile start planning on my own!

Have I achieved this? Not quite. She hasn’t been free, so today I research briefly about my future, though I need to do more.

I guess my long term wish is still:🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To continue researching about my future, and try to be more positive, show gratitude, and be calmer.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I’ve continued to fight my anxiety! I’ve stuck to what I wanted to do, facing it head-on!

⭐️ 2. I’ve tried to be positive and show gratitude etc!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To research about my tv series and possibly publishing it one day, and continuing to overcome my anxiety..”

Have I achieved this? Pretty much! I did research briefly, though need to do more. And I have continued to try to overcome my anxiety!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “To discuss plans for future with my sister (even if it’s later on in the week when she’s free), meanwhile start planning on my own!

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️

Two Stars And A Wish! â­ï¸â­ï¸ðŸŒ 

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

⭐️ 1. I ACHIEVED A MASSIVE MILESTONE IN MY ANXIETY!!! So proud of myself!!

⭐️ 2. I’ve continued writing my TV series.

Last week’s wish was: “🌠To discuss my future with my sister and get her help to me contact people and look for jobs/work experience.”

Have I achieved this? Not really. I haven’t talked to her yet, so I didn’t do well this week.

But achieving something big with my anxiety this week is a HUGE positive so I’ll just make sure I do better this week!

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is: “🌠To research about my tv series and possibly publishing it one day, and continuing to overcome my anxiety..”

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments below!

– MW❤️