Two stars and a wish! â­ď¸â­ď¸đŸŒ 

Sorry I’m a day early! Hope you enjoy it though!

Two stars:

Stars are things I’ve done well or enjoyed etc, and a wish is something I want to achieve by next week.

I think, if I’m honest, I’ve not had a particularly positive week, so I’ve struggled to come up with my ⭐️’s!

⭐️ 1. I managed to have a good birthday and have a lovely day with my family.

⭐️ 2. I have continued to be clean from self harm; 90 days! – Many negative things have happened this week, so I’m proud of myself for staying strong!

Last week’s wish was: “🌠 To continue to remain calm(er) and more positive.

And to be less self-conscious about how I look, especially as I’ve had my hair coloured and I’m not sure if it suits me!

And to enjoy my birthday, and try not to argue with my family so much.

Have I achieved this?Not exactly. I don’t think I’ve managed to be as calm or positive this week, if I’m totally honest. However, I’ve managed to find a way to make my hair suit me and be comfortable with how I look!

I did enjoy my birthday, but my sister and I have been tense for the last few days. :/

I guess my long term wish is still: 🌠 To find a job.

This week’s wish is again: 🌠 To try my best to be positive and calm, especially when times are tough.

Maybe look for more work experience if I’m able to.

What are your two stars and a wish? Let me know in the comments!

– MW❤️


Quote 12th August

“Who said I can’t wear my Converse with my dress?

Oh, baby, that’s just me!

And who said I can’t be single?

I have to go out and mingle,

BABY, that’s not me.

No, no.”

– “La La Land” – Demi Lovato

Stay true to yourself; never change yourself for anyone. ❤️

Comment your thoughts and feelings below! 💭

So, let’s fight our way through this misty fog… Until my next blog!

– M

Self esteem issues :(

Family coming over today.

4 year old, will be fun 🙄 

It’s just cuz I’m a teenager and apparently I get on well with her, they always leave me to occupy her and she’s just crazy and hyper! And I get really awkward and I don’t know what to say or do :/

My cousins and aunt are coming too.

I’m just so self conscious. Like will my outfit be okay? Will I look fat? Will I look stupid and ugly?

Make up… Has it gone wrong? Does it look okay? Is it too much? Not enough? 

My hair – Does it look greasy? Does it look like there’s loads of dandruff? (I have a dry scalp and it creates loads of white bits 😭)

I really struggle with this. I know I shouldn’t worry. But I do.

Good thing is I slept better last night. But my anxiety is still really high and I’m not sure why it’s so much higher than usual. 🤔

Hope you’re all doing well.

So, let’s fight our way through this misty fog… Until my next blog!

– M