Family coming over today.
4 year old, will be fun 🙄
It’s just cuz I’m a teenager and apparently I get on well with her, they always leave me to occupy her and she’s just crazy and hyper! And I get really awkward and I don’t know what to say or do
My cousins and aunt are coming too.
I’m just so self conscious. Like will my outfit be okay? Will I look fat? Will I look stupid and ugly?
Make up… Has it gone wrong? Does it look okay? Is it too much? Not enough?
My hair – Does it look greasy? Does it look like there’s loads of dandruff? (I have a dry scalp and it creates loads of white bits 😭)
I really struggle with this. I know I shouldn’t worry. But I do.
Good thing is I slept better last night. But my anxiety is still really high and I’m not sure why it’s so much higher than usual. 🤔
Hope you’re all doing well.
So, let’s fight our way through this misty fog… Until my next blog!